Jackie Ma (
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Entry tags:
most people would be happy not to be dead.
Characters: Jackie Ma and YOU!
Date: June 13
Location: Welcome Center
Situation: Jackie's not taking being brought back to life well, and it all catches up with him at the Welcome Center.
Warnings/Rating: Mention (detailed) of torture and violent death; linked image of video-game corpse; flashbacks; post-traumatic stress.
It takes until Jackie's been brought to the Welcome Center for the numbness of shock to wear off, and for everything to filter back in far too quickly.
He's not alive. He can't be alive. Tong had put his damn machete in his gut, he'd felt it, he'd felt himself bleed out and the rest of him had come spilling out too.
But his stomach is hale and unwounded, and the only remnants of his torture are the scalpel cuts on his chest and the few fingers and toes that had been broken now seemed to be in the process of healing.
And, of course, the clothes that are soaked nearly head to toe in his blood.
And Jackie can't handle it.
And this place? Fuck, it's too normal, it looks like a goddamned hotel lounge, like some swanky tourist center up in Central, not...whatever the fuck this place is. Some bullshit backwater of hell.
He sinks to the floor in a crouch, cradling his left hand with its two broken fingers, and tries desperately to calm himself down.
It's not working.
"I'm dead, I can't be here, I'm dead," he can be heard muttering to himself, half-sobbing. His voice is scaling up in panic and getting noticeably louder.
Date: June 13
Location: Welcome Center
Situation: Jackie's not taking being brought back to life well, and it all catches up with him at the Welcome Center.
Warnings/Rating: Mention (detailed) of torture and violent death; linked image of video-game corpse; flashbacks; post-traumatic stress.
It takes until Jackie's been brought to the Welcome Center for the numbness of shock to wear off, and for everything to filter back in far too quickly.
He's not alive. He can't be alive. Tong had put his damn machete in his gut, he'd felt it, he'd felt himself bleed out and the rest of him had come spilling out too.
But his stomach is hale and unwounded, and the only remnants of his torture are the scalpel cuts on his chest and the few fingers and toes that had been broken now seemed to be in the process of healing.
And, of course, the clothes that are soaked nearly head to toe in his blood.
And Jackie can't handle it.
And this place? Fuck, it's too normal, it looks like a goddamned hotel lounge, like some swanky tourist center up in Central, not...whatever the fuck this place is. Some bullshit backwater of hell.
He sinks to the floor in a crouch, cradling his left hand with its two broken fingers, and tries desperately to calm himself down.
It's not working.
"I'm dead, I can't be here, I'm dead," he can be heard muttering to himself, half-sobbing. His voice is scaling up in panic and getting noticeably louder.
before his mod-mission
He stepped into the welcome centre with the expression of someone focussing on something not quite there, and something that wasn't particularly nice to boot. His gaze snapped right to Jackie, and he didn't know it, but a few of the nearest shadows bled toward him as if drawn.
"That would have been painful," he said. It was a statement, because Solomon could sense just how painful it was. More acutely than he should have. It at once sent chills down his spine and made him want to step closer.
... He stayed where he was, the lightest shadows around him bleeding at the edges.
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"Uh, yeah, well, you should see the other guy," he said with absolutely hollow bravado. He hadn't even been able to lay a finger on Liu Shen Tong; not like that would have been easy, zip-tied to the chair as he'd been before they'd strung him up. He hoped Wei had managed to escape the trap he'd been the unwitting live bait, then dead bait, for. He hoped that Wei had been able to avenge him if he couldn't save him. If anyone could do it, Jackie would have put his money on Wei.
Even if the only money of any value he had now was the strange juulan in his pocket.
And...what the hell was going on with those shadows?!
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He'd never been so close to someone newly dead without an item--not since he was too untrained to tell the difference. It was fascinating and viscerally horrifying at once, and it took far too long for Solomon to look away.
The first thing he saw was the shadows creeping toward him, and sighed, and flicked at them, and they all dissolved into their proper placed. "I do hope someone's already explained your position here."
He didn't particularly want to be the one obliged to do so.
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Then the guy sighed as though exasperated, flicked his fingers, and the shadows started acting normally again. "What was that?" Jackie demanded. "What did you do?"
He frowned mulishly. "And yeah. Already got the whole rundown of this whole diulan place. Sounds like bullshit to me."
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The man didn't seem to be familiar with magic, let alone transdimensional theory, so Solomon kept his voice bland. Necromancy had a reputation, and Solomon wasn't expecting to avoid the fallout, but it was mildly amusing to see the reaction from those who had no idea it was even possible.
Especially when his conversation companion somehow believed it was all some prank.
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"Jackie Ma," he said by way of introduction. "I'm..." a sworn brother of the Sun On Yee didn't seem right, anymore, especially since he'd been trying to leave that life behind when he was killed. The thought nearly made him laugh bitterly. He'd gotten out of it, one way or the other. "...nobody, I guess." He frowned. It hurt. It hurt to admit that. Without the Sun On Yee? Without Jiu Mei? Without Wei? He was just another lowlife punk, no job, no prospects, and no future.
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A pity-party. Nothing of which Solomon wanted a part. He just shrugged. "Everyone is no one, where death is concerned."
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Oh, puh-lease, Solomon. Kindly go back to dressing in black and listening to the Cure. "Nice."
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Solomon didn't say much, if anything, on the network--particularly given their security was compromised. But there did seem to be a good percentage of heroic Foreigners, and they did tend to be either optimistic or sarcastic, or both.
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He shrugged. He'd heard much of the same sort of talk from that Teng lady down in the station. "Yeah, I've heard all that before. Used to tuning it out, you know." But that had been before his association with the Water Street Boys had been enough to put a machete in his gut.
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"Then you ought to be fine." Solomon rose, absently brushing down his clothes. He wasn't a member of the welcome-wagon, after all, and now he knew from where the death had come. A gangbanger wasn't high on his list of people to find interesting.
He smile down at the man, a deprecating smile bordering on innocent. "If you should happen to die again here, rest easy in the knowledge that it's equally impermanent."
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"Yeah, well, I'll try not to," he muttered, not looking up at Solomon.
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And he strolled out the doors.
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...wait, a skeleton?
"What do you mean, a skeleton?" Jackie called after him, but he was already gone.
Maybe he was in hell.
Figures.