[The saying the truth hurts is ridiculously simple. Everyone knows that admitting your wrong hurts. Consequences hurt. But waking up without any clear reasoning for your actions, doubting who you really are because of what you can make yourself do when you're convinced of something, and having no real memories to back up that reasoning doesn't just hurt. It leaves nightmares and a constant, aching doubt that things will never be right again.
Arthur is straight and to the point with his truth, and it stings because it doesn't play into that fear. Tony knows he's supposed to be standing up and fighting no matter what, and the self-doubt hurts even more because of that.]
What if I don't want to find them? If I never wanted them to be found, they might be gone forever.
[He actually smiles after that, softly and with a strange level of comfort.]
You're right. It's hard to remember sometimes. But here I am.
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Arthur is straight and to the point with his truth, and it stings because it doesn't play into that fear. Tony knows he's supposed to be standing up and fighting no matter what, and the self-doubt hurts even more because of that.]
What if I don't want to find them? If I never wanted them to be found, they might be gone forever.
[He actually smiles after that, softly and with a strange level of comfort.]
You're right. It's hard to remember sometimes. But here I am.