"I know," she hisses back angrily. "I know how much you like to pretend no one understands your situation but you, but you can't just turtle through this one and push us all away. No matter how hard it is, you're gonna have to man up and act like it isn't - for Sarah's sake. Far as she's concerned, she's only been without you since she's been here. I fucking died, do you see me hiding in my suite?

"This isn't Boston, and you're gonna have to accept that reality sooner rather that later - not for yourself, not for me, not even for Ellie. But for Sarah. She's alive, you should at least pretend to be happy about it."