It was sad and she wished it could be different, but she hadn't seen another way and wasn't even certain if there was one. She looked up at Raine, not surprised that the woman had caught on so quickly.

"Yes," she replied, "That is probably my only chance if Revelations does not return with me." She fell silent, "The Void will keep its bargain because it fears what I might do if it doesn't. I've stopped it with my blade before and I can do it again, but," she sighed, "That damages me as well."

She didn't even want to think about what would happen if she kept her memories of Keeliai, mostly for the sake of those she cared about.

"Please don't tell Anton."