"I don't know. And I don't like that I don't know."
For so long, he'd been in tight control of his emotions - at least, that was what he liked to tell himself. But now...the reason for his control was gone. If Zhang had never come into his life, he'd be a lot different today, but there was no use mourning the man he could have been. All that's left is to deal with being the man that he is.
"I feel like I need to do it alone. It's nobody's responsibility but mine."
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"I don't know. And I don't like that I don't know."
For so long, he'd been in tight control of his emotions - at least, that was what he liked to tell himself. But now...the reason for his control was gone. If Zhang had never come into his life, he'd be a lot different today, but there was no use mourning the man he could have been. All that's left is to deal with being the man that he is.
"I feel like I need to do it alone. It's nobody's responsibility but mine."