"It's not like I haven't tried... But that's easier said then done. I told you-- I'm pretty much a walking disaster and around him? It's a hundred times worse."

Admittedly she's improved, a fact she's really grateful for. Because if she was still the same way she was back then, then things would be really hopeless. But there's more to it than that. The situation with Lila is still fresh for both of them, and while Adrien didn't realize she was the one at fault for that, she did. And she punished herself for it enough for both of them. If she stayed the way she was now, who knew what other terrible things might happen.

He deserved someone who was put together. Or at least mature enough not to get him almost kidnapped over her petty jealousy. Oh she wasn't giving up-- not by a long shot. But she also acknowledged that she wasn't ready just yet.

"Anyway... it'll be a while before I can even think about doing something like that."