[But she did lean back against the counter she was standing beside, her shoulder slumping as she took a moment to gather her thoughts. There were so many of them, and for a moment, she actually frowned. A little. A slight furrowing of her brows.]
When he was here before...even after we got together...I knew there was always a chance that he could disappear. We both saw so many people come and go. But I was convinced that I'd be ready if it ever happened. I wanted to just enjoy the moment, so that there wouldn't be any regrets.
[Here, she sighed inaudibly.]
...but then...he was gone. And it hurt. A lot. And it's not that I'm not happy he's back. I am. It's just...I can't forget about how much it hurt.
[In other words, emotions are making her actually ponder the possibilities of the future, rather than continue to live in the present.]
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[But she did lean back against the counter she was standing beside, her shoulder slumping as she took a moment to gather her thoughts. There were so many of them, and for a moment, she actually frowned. A little. A slight furrowing of her brows.]
When he was here before...even after we got together...I knew there was always a chance that he could disappear. We both saw so many people come and go. But I was convinced that I'd be ready if it ever happened. I wanted to just enjoy the moment, so that there wouldn't be any regrets.
[Here, she sighed inaudibly.]
...but then...he was gone. And it hurt. A lot. And it's not that I'm not happy he's back. I am. It's just...I can't forget about how much it hurt.
[In other words, emotions are making her actually ponder the possibilities of the future, rather than continue to live in the present.]