[With having no idea what he is doing, he hopes a lot of things, that he manages to do it correctly, for one, that Combeferre is, well, pleased with him as a lover, for another, that it does not end as messily as he has heard it can...And that afterwards, they are able to continue their arrangement.]
I think...whatever happens, I will still love you. I also must admit that I have absolutely no idea about...I've done a little reading, but in practice, well. If you would consent to teach me as you have so far? I want for this to be pleasant for you.
[He wants, really, to be worthy of Combeferre, even in this, and to be able to make him feel what Enjolras has felt with him, that sense of...coming to life again, of what it feels like to be bursting with love for a person and not an ideal, that comfortable sense of fitting together. For the moment, though,he's letting himself be carried away by that hungry kiss, parting his own lips and sliding closer with a little moan.]
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[With having no idea what he is doing, he hopes a lot of things, that he manages to do it correctly, for one, that Combeferre is, well, pleased with him as a lover, for another, that it does not end as messily as he has heard it can...And that afterwards, they are able to continue their arrangement.]
I think...whatever happens, I will still love you. I also must admit that I have absolutely no idea about...I've done a little reading, but in practice, well. If you would consent to teach me as you have so far? I want for this to be pleasant for you.
[He wants, really, to be worthy of Combeferre, even in this, and to be able to make him feel what Enjolras has felt with him, that sense of...coming to life again, of what it feels like to be bursting with love for a person and not an ideal, that comfortable sense of fitting together. For the moment, though,he's letting himself be carried away by that hungry kiss, parting his own lips and sliding closer with a little moan.]