Try to see it my way

[raavashing]

Characters: Wan, Aang, Zuko
Date: 08.07 just after this
Location: Wood Sector; Mu-Gai
Situation: Wan takes Zuko to see Aang
Warnings/Rating: Awkward Zuko and Tears

[Wan followed the pull on his soul that he figured was most likely Aang. He still couldn't tell Aang and Korra apart from each other - and they both still just felt like him - but Korra didn't live in the Wood Sector like both Aang and Wan did. And the second tug on his soul was further out. The closer to Mu-Gai they got, the stronger that tug felt and he knew he'd chosen the right one to follow.

Wan trotted up to the door and knocked on it while he turned to look back at Zuko.]

He knows we're here... well, he knows I'm here, anyway. He should be down to see us pretty fast.

Comments

[lordhotman]

[At Aang's explanation, Zuko looked away with a wince. It was hard, having his mistakes thrown back in his face like that. Just like with the Ember Island Players, except worse.

As Wan spoke, he looked back, not complaining when he moved between them again. However... when Zuko looks about ready to speak, Wan started to glow and a strange voice came from him.

Taking a step back, Zuko just stared. He'd seen Aang go into the Avatar State before but this was different. Once it was over though, Zuko blinked and looked back to Aang, digesting what he just heard. It took him a couple moments to find his voice again.]

I know it's hard for you to trust me. We've been through this before.

But you once said that forgiveness is the first step you have to take to begin healing.

So please, just hear me out. Not for my sake, but for yours.

[12goingon113]

[It's not the sincerity of the please, or even Raava's intercession that ultimately breaks Aang's resolve, but the Air Nomad wisdom that Zuko credits to him.

Aang may very well say that to Zuko at some point in his future, but when he hears those words now all he can think of is when he heard them first.
From Monk Gyatso.

The hard lines of his face soften almost in an instant, and his glider drops to the ground with a clatter.]

[raavashing]

[Wan's head whipped back around at the sound of the staff hitting the ground. It doesn't look like Aang is hurt, but he's not sure what the kid is thinking either. Or if he should do anything. But he'd left it between Aang and Zuko, he couldn't just step back in, right?

Right.

He did start fidgeting with his sleeves, though. To keep himself occupied.]

[lordhotman]

[And then the awkward silence ensued. Zuko blinks as Aang drops his staff, not saying a word.

He stands motionless, waiting for Aang to say something.

Anything.]

[12goingon113]

[Aang's brow furrows again, but this time in confusion. This doesn't make sense. The teenager that stands before him looks no different than the one who's made it his life's ambition to hunt Aang and his friends to the ends of the world, and yet...if he waits and listens he can feel the change in Zuko.

He takes one more breath to be sure.]

Okay. I'm listening.

[lordhotman]

[Zuko visibly relaxes and rubs the back of his neck with one hand. At first all he can think is...

'Don't mess this up. Don't mess this up. Don't mess this up.'

Deep breath. Okay. He can do this.]

All that time, when I was chasing you, I thought my destiny was to capture the Avatar and regain my honor. Then my uncle showed me that I could make my own destiny, and I did change.

But when Azula came to me with her offer, I took it because all I saw was a way to get back home and everything I wanted. I didn't just betray you and Katara, but my uncle too.

It was stupid, and I know that now. After what happened I was confused and angry at myself. I didn't know what to do. Even though my father actually respected me, I wasn't happy.

But I've found my way again. I'm good now, and I joined your group. Before I came here, I was fighting Azula with Katara. Because we both want the same thing, and because we're friends.

[12goingon113]

[He tries ever so hard to keep his expression schooled, but it's clear to anyone who knows him that Aang is really, deeply, and truly affected by Zuko's words. Not only does he believe them, but they ring true in the way that only Avatar Flashes of Insight do.

When Zuko stops speaking, Aang finds himself looking up and away. He sighs, and his shoulders slump.]

This is so messed up.

[lordhotman]

I know. I'm so sorry.

[He must be getting good at this apology thing. He's only had a lot of practice.]

[12goingon113]

[Aang grabs his left elbow with his right hand and just sort of stands awkwardly in his own doorway.]

Did you win? Against Azula, I mean.

[lordhotman]

[And now Zuko looks really uncomfortable.]

I don't know. I was injured and... I think I might...

[He can't quite bring himself to finish the sentence.]

[12goingon113]

[...no. Oh no. No no no. His stomach feels as though the bottom might drop out.]

zuko...

[His voice is small. So so small.]

katara. you said she was with you. what about katara?

[lordhotman]

I'm not sure. The last thing I remember was her fighting Azula.

[He wished he could tell Aang more than that but he couldn't.]

[raavashing]

[The two seemed to be getting along just fine. That was good. However the concern over their friend and Zuko's uncertainty of her fate could lead to a problem. And it didn't really need to.]

Well, if you don't know, then Korra might.

[Wan quietly interjected as he rejoined the conversation, deciding it was safe to do so.]

She's the Avatar after Aang.

[12goingon113]

[Aang's mind reels as he begins to worry more now for Katara than ever. He so preoccupied with worry that he doesn't even realize what he says next.]

Katara teaches her waterbending.

[It's just an aside, not something he's even paying attention to. Crowing about Katara's achievements is just something Aang does.

Then...he blinks, as what he's just said finds purchase in comprehension.]

Katara teaches Korra. She has to outlive me to do that. So...that means she...she defeats Azula.

[Right? This is sound logic, isn't it? There's no way Azula would just let Katara walk away, right Zuko?]

[lordhotman]

[Katara teaches Korra waterbending? That's... interesting, and sounds so far into the future that he can hardly comprehend it.

But he does nod to Aang when he makes the connections.]

She had to have. There's no way she Azula would just let her go.

[Especially not in the state she was in. But that still left the question of his fate open.]

[raavashing]

Then everything is fine!

[Wan grinned brightly, looking between the two before it slowly faded.]

Right?

[12goingon113]

[Aang looks from Wan to Zuko and then back again.]

Fine isn't really the word I would use. But things might be moving towards better.

[lordhotman]

Yeah...

[Zuko isn't looking particularly convinced that everything is fine.]

I should go talk to my uncle.

[Maybe if he's lucky, Iroh could shed some light on a few things.]

[raavashing]

[Wan hesitated a moment before nodding and grinning again.]

Sure, Zuko! We'll see you later, okay? Do you know how to find your uncle?

[12goingon113]

[His head tilts to one side and Aang blinks.]

You came here before you went to see General Iroh?

[Because that...that's kind of unexpected from where he's standing.]

[lordhotman]

[He turned to go but Aang's question made him pause and face him again.]

Making things right with my friends is more important than drinking tea with my Uncle.

[He then looks to Wan.]

He gave me directions.

[raavashing]

[Wan gave another nod before offering a bow.

When he straightened, he turned to Aang and nodded toward the door.]

Can we talk? Inside?

[12goingon113]

[Aang nibbles on his bottom lip even as he nods in Wan's direction. There's another unsure glance towards Zuko.

He's thinking. Really thinking. Trying ever so hard to absorb and internalize the conversation that's just occurred.

On his doorstep no less. He moves to one side to give Wan space to pass.]

Tell General Iroh I said hi, and that I hope he's doing well.

[lordhotman]

I will.

[He says this to Aang before putting a fist to his palm and bowing to the both of them.

Zuko then takes his leave.]

[raavashing]

[Wan moved into the house and waited just inside the door, watching Zuko leave until he either disappeared or Aang shut the door.

Once it was the two of them, he turned around and started to head inside, looking for the kitchen.]

Do you mind if I make us some tea?