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[amonfire]

Characters: Amon and YOU!
Date: Late noon of March. 4th
Location: Free clinic in the Earth Sector, general area.
Situation: Amon making an effort to not act like Amon and circumstance throwing the attempt back in his face. You just can't take the terrorist out of the man.
Warnings/Rating: Potential for violence and aangst Likewise high risk of puns.

[ In the following few weeks after his unconventional return had become an accepted fact did Amon begin to consider integrating himself into what passed for normal society on Keeliai. There was no denying his old prejudices and mistrust of the general population were ever present. Yet Amon had kept to rumination rather than action and kept others in cold regard. There was little to be won in brash action other than a quick failure and quicker reprimand.

So while he possessed the capacity for violence with no small amount of ambition to create conflict he allowed more pragmatic endeavours to take precedence. It helped that there was no war for him here; no named enemy other than his own listlessness that had begun to eat away at his motivation. And yes, the irony that he was the only bender here was not lost on him.

What had kept him on his feet was the need for a livelihood; which he eventually found in a free clinic in the Earth Sector. Coming from a prodigious line of waterbenders and as someone with extensive knowledge of human anatomy had given him a leg up in his new position even if he rarely, and to his likening, if ever needed to use bloodbending or water healing. Most of his skills were field grade but he had an aptitude for being a healer; himself having tried becoming one in his youth after leaving home only to find it could be applied elsewhere. Namely manipulating the human body and severing the lines of chi that accounted for bending. Not that his over-specialized skill set that won him so much infamy in Republic City would do him any goo here; Amon had to adapt and this clinic was where he eventually found himself for the time being.

The kedan didn't own the clinic; Amon had come to understand it was a branch of Wayne Enterprises catering to both foreigners and kedan who couldn't afford proper healthcare. And even he would admit it was a peaceful profession that offered the chance to keep his head down and under the radar. Most who came thought didn't even mention the mask he was almost never without, thinking it some eccentric choice and nothing more. At least, for a short while.

Never living statically for long, conflict finally arose in earnest sometime that afternoon. Amon had been seeing to a kedan woman who could have passed for normal human save for her faceted red eyes and pearl-coloured skin. A subtle and unavoidable application of bloodbending alleviated problems with her arthritis. When the woman regained her footing Amon was seeing her out safely when the trouble started.

A kedan man with severe, human features and impossibly tall rounded on Amon before he went back into the clinic. Somehow this man knew him, and what he was; apparently word after Tarrlok exposed him spread overtime and into more ears than just the foreigners. An off-duty police officer he picked up somewhere in the midst of this man's vitriolic tirade about foreigners plotting this and foreigners scheming that. It was all very fascinating as it was racist until the man had it in his head to grab Amon tight by the shoulder and start making nebulous threats on both his life, and any place of business owned by these shit-eating foreigners. The man took one swing at Amon when the latter didn't respond that connected with the exposed part of his face, but when he made to hit Amon again...

The kedan hit the sandstone street before he could blink. Amon hauled him back up on his knees where he held him there with one hand gripped the side of the man's face. Amon started to beat the side of the man's face and jaw in and all without a word or sign of emotion. Amon's grip slackened but the kedan couldn't move; his eyes wide and nostrils flaring like a frightened animal with blood pouring down the side of his face. Tired of his fear, Amon then pressed into his blood with a thumb against the kedan's temple; very gentle and hardly a touch at all to an onlooker. What must have been the worst migraine imaginable tore a howl of pain from the man before he crumbled into an unconscious, bloody heap in the middle of the street when enough oxygen at been cut off from his brain.

A wave of murmurs was heard in the crowd that had gathered around this altercation. Amon paid them no mind and left the man where he fell before starting back to the clinic. If some kedan saw fit to threaten and abuse those they saw beneath them, Amon would be more than happy to return the favour with fear. ]

Comments

[disfavored]

You don't have the right to feign concern for our mother in order to get me to agree with you. [Because, regardless of how long ago that it happened, he still connects his own desire to take care of his mother as 'something Noatak thinks is weak'.]

Then why do you insist on keeping that mask around if you're not still attached to that story you made up?

[amonfire]

[ If Tarrlok had asked him a question it had sailed over Noatak's head the moment he thought it wise to accuse him of feigning anything between them. The guilt that burdened him over his brother lessened only minutely the more heinous Tarrlok's actions and erratic behaviour had become, but their mother was a sore spot.

The implications and insults Tarrlok was throwing his way were getting too heated however justified and Noatak just cut loose. Before he knew it he threw a punch. ]

[disfavored]

[He had kept himself at a reasonable distance from his brother, so there was still time for him to dodge the punch. He didn't bother striking back, and there wasn't any water around to bend. Bloodbending was, of course, a futile and dangerous endeavor in this situation.

Instead, he just backs up to the door, his hand on the knob. He could talk big and throw insults when they were just arguing, but he didn't want Noatak getting too close. He knew what happened to others in his situation before, and as much as his brother seemed apologetic for what he says he did, Tarrlok knew that his own bending could be taken again in an instant, in the heat of the moment. Permanently gone, just like that. And the last thing he wanted was to be defenseless here.

As much as he tried to look angry now, the truth was that he was frightened as well and some of that showed through no matter how much he tried to hide it.]

Stay away from me, or I'm leaving.

[amonfire]

[ Noatak immediately put his hands up in a yield. Hands that were still caked with dried blood did not engender peace between them no more than anything else had. While he did regret having made to strike his brother he did not regret the anger he felt for Tarrlok's accusations.

He didn't want his brother to leave, but he could not let that transgression go. ]

So long as you understand that you will never use her against me like that again.

[disfavored]

...I'm sorry.

[He gets off guard, and he is actually sorry for it. He's just so used to thinking of Noatak as this disapproving figure from his past that he failed once and might never be able to make it up to that the thought of him being able to hurt Noatak - with words no less - barely even occurred to him. His brother was too strong to be hurt. Right?]

I was just...reminded of our past, when you mentioned her, so I thought that was your intention. But it was a reaction I didn't think through very well. I'm sorry.

[amonfire]

[ Relenting his anger, Noatak turned from his brother after a long and thoughtful gaze. There really no words and he nothing more to say once Tarrlok decided to let off a delicate subject.

He sees to the blood that still dirtied his hands at a sink at the other side of the small office. Back facing his brother once more his voice becomes quiet and distant. ]

I've spent a number of years dogging you at every turn. Should you wish we not see each other for a while longer I will understand and do so.

[disfavored]

Avoiding each other wouldn't accomplish much. [Even if just ignoring the issue would make him feel a bit better, temporarily.]

You didn't answer me before. Why do still wear that mask? We're the only benders here, as far as I know. What good does it do?

[amonfire]

Accomplish what; I wonder. [ Noatak cast Tarrlok a dark if detached state over his shoulder. ] You of all people should realise the longer you wear a mask the harder it becomes to simply...Stop.

[ Of course, he was only speaking in partial metaphor. The mask itself was merely a physical disguise, but the pair of them had lied about themselves for decades now. They both may as well have been wearing costumes ]

[disfavored]

I mean, it wouldn't make things any better between us. [Even if the hope that things could still get better was slim.]

I don't know what you're talking about. Making the best possible presentation to the public is part of my job, but it isn't the same thing.

[amonfire]

[ Noatak turned around. Leaning against the sink counter with pink stained hands from blood mixed water running in rivulets down his hands. Knuckles were white with the tight, frustrated grip he held to the sink edge, but he kept the rest of his demeanour in check. ]

Don't play coy with me after you've spent your entire life fabricating a lie to cover up our checkered past. Your "best possible presentation" would never acknowledge the monster that fathered us; you wear a mask the same as I.

[disfavored]

Can you really blame me for that?

You know as well as I do that, even if it wasn't my fault, there would always be people who would distrust me simply because I have the capability to bloodbend, and because I'm his son. I'd never have gotten elected anywhere if that information was public.

[amonfire]

[ Noatak was hardly subtle with his sardonic, dark bout of laughter. ]

You speak of prejudice as if you know its meaning.

[disfavored]

[He doesn't want to get into this conversation. He wants Noatak to just leave all this equalist stuff behind, but supposes this type of thing can't be avoided that easily.]

Don't start with that again. You need to stop acting like I had an easy life just because I'm a bender. You know I've suffered, Noatak. You're the only one who really knows.

[amonfire]

After a fashion. [ Noatak knew the response was unfairly cold, but he couldn't deny how bitter the years made him. ]

Forgive me for not sympathising with your the trials of your illustrious political career, but this isn't the fight you want to start.

[disfavored]

My illustrious political career that I spent my entire youth working towards. It wasn't just handed to me because I'm a bender and I won't hear your disagreements on that point.

Besides, you're a bender too, if this is a fight you want to start.

[amonfire]

I learned when to apply discrepancy and where to see unjust privilege where it thrive. Not that I want to diminish your legitimate accomplishments in light of your feats that were comparatively less-so.

[ Despite of the acerbic direction Noatak was determined to take this conversation he had no hint of satisfaction in how he spoke. ]

You and I are both still animals when backed into a corner. So why don't we stop pretending otherwise? It's not all my fault.

[disfavored]

You're so eager to jump to the aid of those you see as less fortunate. I don't remember anyone coming to our aid when we needed it. It's every man for himself, and it's naive to think otherwise.

[Because he's bitter, and the only way he can be less angry about the fact that he and Noatak were stuck facing their problems alone is by saying that everyone has to face their problems alone.]

If you want to think you're an animal, go ahead, but I'm not following that line of thought. For all you claim to care about fairness, you sure seem to think that we deserve to be punished for something we didn't choose.

[amonfire]

Those you've made unfortunate [ Tarrlok was putting him against his hard morals and soft spot; he couldn't be both his brother and Amon, but he couldn't drop one for the other so easily either. Noatak's mouth set in a deep frown. ] If all you're going to do is hold me against the supposed crime of running away as a scared child then you'll find this argument going in circles.

It's not what you had no choice in but the acts you did, and to be honest I would have been happier if neither of us were benders. Nothing that happened to us justifies later violence.

[disfavored]

If neither of us were benders from the beginning, yes, perhaps he would have kept the loving father act and perhaps we never would have known his past at all. But we are benders, and taking that away won't do a thing except put us at a defensive disadvantage.

[Not that all non-benders were defenseless, but most of the great non-bender fighters had trained with some sort of weapon since they were very young and Tarrlok figured he was too old to learn an entirely different fighting style. Not everyone could be a prodigy.]

It may not justify it, but at the same time...we can't be expected to make all the right choices alone. Maybe you were just a scared child when you ran off, but your last words to me then were all I had. I tried to be someone you wouldn't think was weak anymore, so I could at least feel like you would have thought better of me if I ever got to see you again. I suppose that's pointless now.

[amonfire]

I know but- [ Noatak finds himself wringing his hands and inspecting the floor around his feed. Meeting his brother eye to eye became as much a challenge as when they first arrived; before they even made attempts at something remotely civil. ] I'm sorry but I don't think I have it in me to dwell on what might have been more than I already do.

Making excuses won't help us now. [ As if it ever had. He couldn't excuse much of anything; his trying to move on was what landed him in such hot water and blinded him so that he had willingly captured his own brother. The only one living person he claimed to have any affection left for. ]

For what it's worth I never thought you were weak and my greatest crime was parting with those words. I am so sorry; I am.

[disfavored]

...As much as it hurt to hear, you weren't wrong. I'm not proud of the way I was back then. I think if I had dealt with things differently, it would have turned out better for us.

[Because Tarrlok has unreasonably high standards for himself at age eleven. That, and being angry at his past self was a bit better than being angry at himself right now.]