youfallback: (UA: Abloobloo Carolina has feels.)
Agent Carolina | McAlister ([personal profile] youfallback) wrote in [community profile] tushanshu_logs2012-11-15 08:01 pm

But I still wake up, I still see your ghost;

Characters: Carolina and York
Date: Backdated to Tues or Weds
Location: York's suite, metal sector
Situation: Potentially awkward dinner with York and Carolina. Probably some small talk and serious discussions of Bad Things.
Warnings/Rating: Freelancer Things, awkward, etc. Maybe language.


[Things like having dinner shouldn't cause Carolina's stomach to twist and turn uncomfortably in her gut, but if they're short talk after her arrival had told her anything, it was that things were unbearably different between them. Conversation wasn't easy, wasn't natural, wasn't anything like it used to be. Even under the intense pressure of the Project, they'd still managed to talk as people when the job was done.

As she approaches his door, she reminds herself that it can happen again. They can re-build; they have to be able to re-build and she refuses to believe otherwise. So, she's out of her armor, her braided back and dressed in something she'd found here on the turtle, an open-collared cross garment with plain trousers and boots. Not her usual style, but she hoped it'd give the aire of her being at least mildly comfortable instead of her armor.

After a moment of hesitation, she raps as gently as she can against the door before stepping back and reminding herself to breathe.
]
agentdork: (✭ God you're a fucktard.)

[personal profile] agentdork 2012-11-20 03:29 am (UTC)(link)
[ He shrugs casually, scratching the nape of his neck a little awkwardly. ]

Could've been worse, I guess.
agentdork: (✭ z)

[personal profile] agentdork 2012-11-21 01:18 am (UTC)(link)
...We'll get better at this. At this point I suck, too.

[ York flashes a tired smile, shaking his head at her, at this. ]
agentdork: (✭ God you're a fucktard.)

[personal profile] agentdork 2012-11-21 04:16 am (UTC)(link)
D's always been better at this stuff than me, come on now.

[ He messes up his hair with his hand again, laughing softly. It's a joke, yeah, and she's trying, so it's good. it's enough. ]
agentdork: (☠ helmet off)

[personal profile] agentdork 2012-11-21 05:45 am (UTC)(link)
Hey, I mean, D could get all the ladies if he tried, you know?
agentdork: (✭ f)

[personal profile] agentdork 2012-11-21 06:08 am (UTC)(link)
Wingman, sugar. Wingman.

[ WOW HOW ABOUT THIS UTTERLY SHIT EATING GRIN. ]

I'd be the best wingman for him.
agentdork: (✭ open for badtouching)

[personal profile] agentdork 2012-11-21 06:59 am (UTC)(link)
[ He laughs, finding the image kind of hilarious the more he thinks about it, and it eases the ache of losing Delta, just a little. He'll find him again. He has to. ]

Girls go crazy for logic, yeah?
agentdork: (✭ q)

[personal profile] agentdork 2012-11-22 11:20 pm (UTC)(link)
[ York's eyes go wider a moment, but he keeps from saying anything right away, swallowing. ]

Yeah, that. Makes sense.
agentdork: (✭ goddamn puppy face)

[personal profile] agentdork 2012-11-23 09:03 pm (UTC)(link)
Chin up, sugar.

[ He reaches out, fingers resting underneath her chin, light. ]

We're just fine, okay?
agentdork: (✭ f)

[personal profile] agentdork 2012-11-23 09:11 pm (UTC)(link)
If I tell you what you can do to make it up to me, will you promise to stop beatin' yourself up over it, and forget it?

[ He's entirely serious, still touching her chin for the moment. ]
agentdork: (✭ f)

[personal profile] agentdork 2012-11-23 09:23 pm (UTC)(link)
Yeah, you can, boss. Come on, you know I can't lie for shit.

[ And it aches, it aches something fierce that he even has to say this, but he reaches up and sweeps her hair behind her ears lightly. ]

Trust me, okay?
agentdork: (✭ God you're a fucktard.)

YEP

[personal profile] agentdork 2012-11-23 09:37 pm (UTC)(link)
I do.

[ It's overkill, he knows it, but he reaches out, snags his sidearm and presses it into her hand with a knowing look. His hands spread out and he steps back, smiling crookedly. ]

I trust you with my life, boss. You know that. That much hasn't changed.
agentdork: (✭ f)

[personal profile] agentdork 2012-11-23 10:19 pm (UTC)(link)
What?

[ :C he's gonna keep standing there and not reaching for it. ]

I know I didn't exactly do the most stellar crap either, okay?
agentdork: (✭ b)

[personal profile] agentdork 2012-11-23 10:30 pm (UTC)(link)
[ no, he's not giving it to her, but he's showing her he trusts her with a loaded weapon-- she could still take him down, still make him pay for what he did back in Freelancer, for his perceived betrayal. ]

I ran. Let's not call it something it's not, okay.

WOULD BE AMAZING.

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