Agent Carolina | McAlister (
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tushanshu_logs2012-11-15 08:01 pm
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But I still wake up, I still see your ghost;
Characters: Carolina and York
Date: Backdated to Tues or Weds
Location: York's suite, metal sector
Situation: Potentially awkward dinner with York and Carolina. Probably some small talk and serious discussions of Bad Things.
Warnings/Rating: Freelancer Things, awkward, etc. Maybe language.
[Things like having dinner shouldn't cause Carolina's stomach to twist and turn uncomfortably in her gut, but if they're short talk after her arrival had told her anything, it was that things were unbearably different between them. Conversation wasn't easy, wasn't natural, wasn't anything like it used to be. Even under the intense pressure of the Project, they'd still managed to talk as people when the job was done.
As she approaches his door, she reminds herself that it can happen again. They can re-build; they have to be able to re-build and she refuses to believe otherwise. So, she's out of her armor, her braided back and dressed in something she'd found here on the turtle, an open-collared cross garment with plain trousers and boots. Not her usual style, but she hoped it'd give the aire of her being at least mildly comfortable instead of her armor.
After a moment of hesitation, she raps as gently as she can against the door before stepping back and reminding herself to breathe.]
Date: Backdated to Tues or Weds
Location: York's suite, metal sector
Situation: Potentially awkward dinner with York and Carolina. Probably some small talk and serious discussions of Bad Things.
Warnings/Rating: Freelancer Things, awkward, etc. Maybe language.
[Things like having dinner shouldn't cause Carolina's stomach to twist and turn uncomfortably in her gut, but if they're short talk after her arrival had told her anything, it was that things were unbearably different between them. Conversation wasn't easy, wasn't natural, wasn't anything like it used to be. Even under the intense pressure of the Project, they'd still managed to talk as people when the job was done.
As she approaches his door, she reminds herself that it can happen again. They can re-build; they have to be able to re-build and she refuses to believe otherwise. So, she's out of her armor, her braided back and dressed in something she'd found here on the turtle, an open-collared cross garment with plain trousers and boots. Not her usual style, but she hoped it'd give the aire of her being at least mildly comfortable instead of her armor.
After a moment of hesitation, she raps as gently as she can against the door before stepping back and reminding herself to breathe.]
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Could've been worse, I guess.
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Yeah.
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[ York flashes a tired smile, shaking his head at her, at this. ]
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Talking with Delta all these years didn't help? [It's a shitty attempt at a joke, but she's desperately trying.]
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[ He messes up his hair with his hand again, laughing softly. It's a joke, yeah, and she's trying, so it's good. it's enough. ]
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Thought you were supposed to be the smooth talker of the duo.
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[ WOW HOW ABOUT THIS UTTERLY SHIT EATING GRIN. ]
I'd be the best wingman for him.
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Right. Wingman.
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Girls go crazy for logic, yeah?
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Yeah, that. Makes sense.
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[ He reaches out, fingers resting underneath her chin, light. ]
We're just fine, okay?
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[She wants to make more out of her life than what the Director wanted. Far more.]
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[ He's entirely serious, still touching her chin for the moment. ]
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Shaking her head,] I can't promise that.
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[ And it aches, it aches something fierce that he even has to say this, but he reaches up and sweeps her hair behind her ears lightly. ]
Trust me, okay?
Whoops I'm terrible.
Maybe. But you can't trust me.
[Instead of rage and jealousy filling her words, there's a hollow regret and guilt, deadened not fierce.]
YEP
[ It's overkill, he knows it, but he reaches out, snags his sidearm and presses it into her hand with a knowing look. His hands spread out and he steps back, smiling crookedly. ]
I trust you with my life, boss. You know that. That much hasn't changed.
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[ :C he's gonna keep standing there and not reaching for it. ]
I know I didn't exactly do the most stellar crap either, okay?
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I ran. Let's not call it something it's not, okay.
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this would be a terrible time for kara to walk in. when carolina's holding a gun like this
/sob and then everyone would have the worst day ever
WOULD BE AMAZING.
their friendship would probably be very much over :ccc
sobs
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hope this is cool with you!
always
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