Hayley Stark (
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Characters: Hayley & OPEN
Date: June 25th (or the next couple days)
Location: Hayley's sweet new digs or outside in the Metal Sector
Situation: Roommate shenanigans, Hayley coming out of hiding to be social again, whatever..
Warnings/Rating: None yet.
Hayley had done her best to avoid people for the last few weeks, trying to regain a more objective view of the situation and of her relationships. These friendships were getting harder to avoid and while part of her wanted to accept them, there remained a voice in the back of her mind warning her of the dangers of embracing these people. Moving had been a very unwelcome break in the monotony, but a joyous excuse for helping her in hiding away in a nice place and pretending she didn't exist. She kept contact, of course; it was the bare minimum required to keep anyone from thinking she had disappeared from the turtle.
Now, finally, boredom has overcome her and so instead of taking her food to her room and leaving for work at odd hours, Hayley was returning to a more standard routine. It meant she was more likely to run into people and to have to be friends again. She knew that and was slightly apprehensive about it, but the part of her that wanted those kinds of connections had inevitably won out and she found herself missing Bart and Kon and the others after enough time.
Date: June 25th (or the next couple days)
Location: Hayley's sweet new digs or outside in the Metal Sector
Situation: Roommate shenanigans, Hayley coming out of hiding to be social again, whatever..
Warnings/Rating: None yet.
Hayley had done her best to avoid people for the last few weeks, trying to regain a more objective view of the situation and of her relationships. These friendships were getting harder to avoid and while part of her wanted to accept them, there remained a voice in the back of her mind warning her of the dangers of embracing these people. Moving had been a very unwelcome break in the monotony, but a joyous excuse for helping her in hiding away in a nice place and pretending she didn't exist. She kept contact, of course; it was the bare minimum required to keep anyone from thinking she had disappeared from the turtle.
Now, finally, boredom has overcome her and so instead of taking her food to her room and leaving for work at odd hours, Hayley was returning to a more standard routine. It meant she was more likely to run into people and to have to be friends again. She knew that and was slightly apprehensive about it, but the part of her that wanted those kinds of connections had inevitably won out and she found herself missing Bart and Kon and the others after enough time.
FOR MARK
Regardless, she was resuming normality now, overcome with boredom and isolation being less comforting than she remembered. And so, one day, Hayley grabbed a small plate of cookie like treats and climbed the stairs of her own place. With a deep breath, she knocked on Mark's door.
"Hey, it's me."
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"I don't know any me's," called Mark as he turned the page in his book. After a pause he added: "It's open."
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The girl waited a breath before taking hold of the handle and pushing the door open to give them a mutual line of sight. She didn't move from her stance at the door, plate of cookies balancing on one hand while she stared awkwardly into the room and to the guy that she had rarely felt awkward around before, the one who usually made things easy somehow.
"I brought cookies," she offered lamely, knowing it was a poor attempt at reconciliation for how often she had avoided him as of late. If someone had done the same to her, she would be unlikely to accept cookies and an awkward inability to express feelings as an adequate apology. But Mark had always been a better person than she was.
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"I don't think anyone can say no to free cookies."
He scooches over to give her some space, and pushes stuff on his table over to give the cookies a place to sit before he eats them.
"But I can't shake the feeling these are bribery cookies."
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"You're getting paranoid, Mark." She points a finger at him. "What ever would I be bribing you for?"
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"I don't know, world domination?" Mark places his hands over his heart, as if to protect it from her finger, but smiles slightly to show he's only kidding. "I can never tell with you."
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Around the Metal Sector
Fortunately, wandering the city is a little safer right now than it has been in the past weeks. Don is trying to put his thoughts aside and take full advantage, exploring the various goings-on and enjoying the festive mood. While he holds back from getting involved in much of anything, he asks the kedan lots of questions, and takes an interest in just about everything relating to the celebrations.
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"Have you always been a turtle?" She asks with an intentional tone of humor, as if the answer is obvious. It's not to her, but Hayley finds that most people respond better to jokes than random interrogations.
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"Yes, I have," he says, a little guardedly. All kinds of rude questions could follow an opener like that, and he's in no hurry to find out what they might be this time.
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She directs her gaze forward, toward the direction they're walking without really thinking much about it. It's not the weirdest thing she's found here, but it's hardly commonplace either. "Are you a superhero?"
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"I'm Donatello," he says, because if they're going to walk around like they know each other, they should at least introduce themselves. "Ordinary guy."
As for where they're going, he's not walking anywhere in particular, but maybe there's something new to see around the next corner.
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"Is everyone a turtle where you're from? Is it even a turtle or is it like, an alien thing?" A beat. "Are you a mutant?"
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So after a few weeks of nothing, he made the decision to go and see her after he found out where she had been moved to. Kon was aware that she probably saw him on the network, saw what he now looked like. Who he looked like and heck he even used his name. Well, a name. He knew that Hayley would probably be wary of such a big change, but he didn't want to lose a friendship like hers. Even if it meant freaking her out a little by showing up and giving her little choice to talk to him.
It didn't take him long before he arrived at the suite and knocked on the door. Hoping it wasn't any of her suite mates that answered it 'hello can Hayley come out to play?'
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Then she froze.
Her eyes widened a noticeable degree and it took effort to swallow. She had to focus on breathing after the split second passed, her hand tightening around the door itself. Hayley directed her gaze up to the guy who she was no longer comfortable around.
She had seen him on the network, had heard he was back. But Kon was different now. Older, so much more like Clark. He carried himself with the kind of authority that made her inherently uncomfortable from someone she liked, especially now that he was, more than she would care to admit, noticeably attractive.
Hayley buried all of her surprise and discomfort as fast as possible, donning a smile she knew he would recognize as fake because it was all she could do. "Hey."
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He would have argued that he was still the same person she knew, that he was just older and much more confident in himself. That he had experienced the same things as when she knew him, and a lot more. A heck of a lot more.
It was hurt, because he found that he had to put on a smile himself after he watched her smile that didn't quite reach her eyes and looked tight in the cheeks.
"Hi."
Kon slipped his hands in his pockets and moved a foot as if he was grinding something on the ground.
"I thought. I thought maybe I should come over and say 'hi'. I hadn't seen you in a while and I was worried..." He trailed off and his smile was gone, replaced by a slight frown as he took a hand out of one of his pockets and rubbed at the back of his neck.
"I'm still the same guy and I hope that things between us are still cool." He's quiet a moment and his brow creases a little deeper. "Maybe stupidly. I mean obviously it's stupid but...I don't want to lose you as a friend."
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"It's not stupid," she replied carefully. Once he was inside, she would close and lock the door behind him like usual. With the new housing arrangements, however, she hesitated. The girl valued privacy among most things, which meant talking in her room, but taking the older, hotter, and likely way more powerful Kon into her room with her wasn't exactly ideal.
She scratched at her brow, then tugged at her hair before finally turning to lead him up the stairs toward her room, not saying another word until they arrived there. Then she opened the door and gestured for him to enter, lingering behind him near the exit.
He might notice that the glasses he had given her as a present sat as the sole item atop her dresser; he might also notice that Jor-El's cape was sprawled across one side of her bed like a blanket. Everything else was plain, with most other items hidden away in the closet or drawers.
Hayley watched him closely, tension apparent both in her posture and heartbeat. "How old are you?"
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The open area was the same as his with maybe a few differences from the other occupants. He was both surprised and not at the fact she took him up to her room, Kon knew Hayley was a private person, that she liked her privacy and that it must have been hard to move in to shared accommodation with only a room to yourself. He followed he and when he stepped in to her room he looked around, a slight smile as he saw the glasses, something he hadn't seen in so long back home. The cape hit him hard, he had forgotten everyone here, even Jor-El but back here, he remembers how close he had been to the man and their relationship. How the man he had called Gramps was gone.
Kon turned to look at her, a few feet into her room and brought a shoulder up.
"18." That was the easy answer. Even if he ignored the clone thing, that was still the easy one.
"I'm sorry I didn't tell you. I should have."
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Hayley lifted both hands to rest on the back of her neck, tight, elbows nearly meeting in front of her. She knew that Kon, of all people, was very aware what the pose meant and the fear and anxiety it represented. If he remembered, of course. Even if he remembered her well enough to worry now, that didn't mean he would remember everything. It was impossible to know really, not without asking. It was too soon to ask.
"We're not like, dating or BFFs or whatever? So you really don't owe me anything." The reply was intentionally flippant and she donned a light smile to match, one simultaneously sincere and an act - a defense mechanism. "You left, lived a few years back home, and then came back, right? Forgot about us. Made better friends. Got stronger. And now the prodigal son returns."
She couldn't help the edge of hurt in her voice. As much as Hayley liked to pretend she was above friendship and all of those petty attachments, it still got to her. It still hurt when the guy who had been something like her best friend here suddenly disappeared and came back as someone else.
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Clark was still surprised to bump into her as he walked out of the Stark offices after a talk with Aya about the radio, in his Clark Kent clothes.. She did work here, he guessed it had to happen sooner or later.
"Well, hi."
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"Hi, Clark." The words were meant to sound lightweight and carefree, to float gracefully instead of lingering awkwardly in the air as they ended up doing. There was something about Clark - about Superman - that continued to put her on edge. They both knew what it was, knew that their history had made things complicated.
And so, after a second, she added, "I wasn't avoiding you."
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"I believe you." And he did. If she had actually been avoiding him it would just have been easier to small talk for a second then claim she was busy. Not to mention, as weird as things could get between them, he didn't think of anything in particular he could have done to upset her this time. He'd just assumed it was her way to process their talks in prison.
"But that makes it sound like you've been avoiding someone else."
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"Kind of.. everyone? Like, no one specific. I just wanted some time to myself, you know? To think and whatever. It had nothing to do with you." Clark could insist he believed her all that he wanted. She would continue to doubt the sincerity of his words - or, more appropriately, doubt how well Clark knew his own thoughts.
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"Have you been alone, these past weeks? What about your new suitemates?"
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forever late due to hiatus; feel free to drop
Thanks now I have Madonna in my head.
On the other hand, it was driving him up a tree. She was one of the only people here who could really hold his attention, and he missed talking to her. Arguing with her, too.
When he saw her on the street, he wasted no time popping up at her side. But he tried to play it all cool anyway. "Hey Hayl."
Victory.
If he wanted to play it like she hadn't been avoiding him for weeks, then she was more than happy to oblige. People like Bart didn't usually get the whole isolation thing and Hayley wasn't keen on trying to explain it when they could pretend it never happened instead. Pretend Kon hadn't changed. Pretend Malicant wasn't taking over and that they had something like a normal semblance of a relationship. Pretending was awesome.